21. Doubt.

I’ve been having doubts.

I have told myself that I must have the utmost conviction in the project and just carry it on regardless but every now and the facade slips and I start having doubts about whether this project has any value.

The point is to deceive and one of the major things I have been having trouble with is my own doubt creeping in and telling me this whole thing is a load of rubbish…which it is. And I guess it is meant to be. But I do worry that I can’t present work that I knowingly feel is crap or executed badly. Lying is hard.

Also battling with the fact that I feel I’m not doing anything wholly productive, making a lot of things that have no meaning and trying to give them meaning. I’m still getting used to replacing the facts with my new post truth values…

Oh.

20. The Manifesto – Layout

One thing that must been mentioned is that I used 4 fonts!! Normally I live by the rule of never more than 3 fonts in a document. The f**king rule book has gone out the window!!

Essentially there is no true layout for the document. I’m normally a layout freak, everything in its right place, symmetrical, logical. I’ll move text a little to the right a little to the left…put it back where it started. It takes me long time. I started that process whilst putting the manifesto together then I remembered point number 6 of Post Truth Art A Manifesto – Post Truth art is unconsidered. After that I tried my best to be random..

19. Validate Me.